In Search of Meaning

Adha Gozali
Feb 23, 2024By Adha Gozali

Born, blinking into a world brimming with unknowns, we stand there, a blank canvas upon which life splashes its vibrant hues. But what color defines our existence? Where is the meaning in this ever-shifting kaleidoscope?

The truth, as elusive as smoke, refuses a singular answer. The "why" of our lives mutates with each sunrise, shaped by whispers of experience and the clamor of desire. There's no right or wrong, no grand purpose etched in stone, just the freedom to paint our own masterpieces.

Yet, freedom can be a double-edged sword. We crave the stability of a singular meaning, a lighthouse guiding us through the storms. But order often morphs into rigid cages, suffocating the spark of spontaneity. We chase the "perfect" meaning, crafting intricate narratives to answer every question, quell every fear. But life, the mischievous jester, delights in shattering our meticulously constructed towers.

So, perhaps the key isn't to chase a singular, perfect meaning, but to embrace the ever-evolving tapestry of moments. Like scaling a cliff face, we grasp onto fragmented meaning, each hold offering a momentary reprieve from the dizzying expanse below. These fragments, though individual, form a collective narrative, a testament to our resilience and adaptability.

But does this constant meaning-making leave us lost, perpetually chasing mirages in the desert? Is the end simply a return to the initial void, the echo of unanswered questions bouncing off the walls of existence?

No, for within this existential uncertainty lies a strange beauty, a thrilling invitation to create. The fear of the unknown, the not-knowing, isn't a curse, but the very essence of our humanity. It is the fertile ground where curiosity blooms, where courage and hope take root.

Stug beetle pushing heavy stone boulder up on hill.Sisyphus metaphore.Concept motivation.Hard work.Sunset.

Remember, Sisyphus, condemned to eternally roll a boulder uphill, found solace not in the summit, but in the act of pushing. So too, perhaps, our meaning lies not in a final destination, but in the continuous process of making, unmaking, and remaking ourselves amidst the glorious unknown.

This, dear reader, is not a definitive answer, but a spark, an invitation to join the dance of meaning-making. Let us step into the unknown, not with trepidation, but with the vibrant palette of life in hand, ready to paint a masterpiece, one brushstroke at a time.